have quiet time everyday

having a significant other, friends, hobbies, and all their other crap? Just between school and friends, I kind of become who I hang out with and forget whats really important to me. Thank you, years of ridicule and years of social anxiety

I think I’m not as aware of time as other people. One night, I decided to go with my dream career instead of playing it safe. That was hardly two weeks ago and it feels like it was months ago since my plan * seems * solid.
I never remember what I do one day to the next, either. I really have to think about it.
It’s werid. Maybe I should start keeping a detailed diary so I can get better at keeping track of things.
It was worse, everyday was new. Like yesterday didn’t happen. Lets say I fell off a tree and promised I’d never do it again, the next day I’d go climb the tree again and hardly remember falling off. Another way to say it, its like living in my own mind and feeling really tired, you know, groggy like you can’t think clearly.
Whatever, it’s probably an age thing
Crazy, huh? Mental problems do run in the family..ha

I’m always listening to music, the TV, or on the phone. That really doesn’t give me a chance to really think about things, important things like what colleges I want to apply to this fall…yuck.