become healthy to prevent my cancer from coming back

even without cancer i know it’s important to get enough water in a day. anything with water in it: juice, milk, tea, anything.
but for some reason i’m never thirsty. i pretty much only drink when i’m eating.
i carried a bottle around with me at school today and drank out of it twice. i need to drink even when i don’t feel thirsty.
my doctor said even if you don’t feel thirsty it will cleanse you of all the bad things, so i need to do it.
must do it.
have to do it.
...i just need to want to do it.

my doctor has told me a way to prevent cancer is to maintain a healthy weight and keep taking my vitamins. well, vitamins i’m doing. weight? not so much.
since my radiation i wasn’t able to eat much of anything, and i’m so excited to be able to eat i can’t seem to stop myself. :/
today i’m just working on drinking enough fluid, tomorrow i’m going to try cutting back on my love of oreos…