get over this broken heart

the breakup came too fast..i was not aware that everything was coming apart. first, i lost my job then she lost her job and everything started to be like hell. we were both under pressure – financially and emotionally plus the fact that she lived in another city from where i was. funny, how things became bad when all we had then was each other. i guess whatever was between us was not that strong at all – it could not handle the pressure!

i have accepted what happened but the most unusual thing is that i cant keep her out of my mind though i do try. there are nights that i cant sleep at all and now even eating is just a process that i just have to do.

now, am working in a high paying job and i do want to win her back. i have tried yet i know she wont be back…that is not her natured. so i must get over this broken heart before i will be consumed by it…

I’m only 17 and my boyfriend of a year and a half just broke up with me. It’s been really painful for me. I havnt had one good day in about three months! This is the worst part …. he told me for two weeks straight that he was going to ask me out soon and that everything would go back to normal and we’d be happy but out of nowhere this other girl comes along, a freshman in highschool mind you (he’s a senior). They liked each other for three weeks and i was out on the sidelines trying my hardest to have him take me back. Finally things ended between them because her parents found out that he was hanging around her (which they wernt supposed to be doing becasue he is too old) so he came back to me and i was thrilled! once again everything was fine and we were happy but then she started liking him again and everything changed, again! She’s so immature that she and ehr friends tookma picture of me, drew all over it and posted it up in our schools band room, my X said that it was very immature of them and if he found out that they were behind all of that, that he wouldnt talk to them any longer. Well … he’s still talking to her and she was the one behind it, in fact she was in In School Suspension for three days! Yesterday I left him a voice message on his cell phone telling him I was tired of his games and that he had to choose, either call me in the morning and he’s be friends with me or dont call and i would move on. Well he never called and today during a class we have together he told me he tried to call and said that he wasnt choosing anyone but he wasnt going to walk her to classes or be at her locker anymore. I knew better than to believe him and I’m glad that i didnt believe him because an our later he was walking her to class, and later gave her a ride home. I know that every time I try to move on he just keeps trying to pull me back, myfriends and I figure that he wants me on the side just in case things wont work between him and the freshman. I know he’s a jerk and I know i deserve better but how do I love on? I still love him and sometime my love is holding me back! Please help!