glow again

this weekend i saw the glow on the water and i remembered how i used to draw the luminescence from that, from the ocean, and then i felt i glowed. but now i do just glow that golden light, i don’t need to draw that energy from anywhere, it comes from inside of me…. because i am in love and am so loved. it makes me luminous and filled with light. happy and content.

meditation with harish johari and his sounds of the chakras brought the glow screaming back.

tried this, tried that, all kinds of esoteric stuff… who knew that all i needed was a new haircut?

in manggis, eastern bali for his birthday. i want to go there for mine!

all weekend: refracted broken luminous sparkley brilliant light, colored glass, colored light, glowing ocean… felt a faint spark of the glow in me, felt bad that with all that prompting it wasn’t on, full force. but it’ll come. it’ll come back.

when you’re with me there’s a light and i can see my way
_{the raconteurs}