die happy

If I ever do this, then it will never be cleared, I guess :)

This is going to be extremely difficult, if not impossible for me to do. No matter what crazy things I do in life, I know that I am going to be on my deathbed thinking, “There are so many things I never got to do, so many people I never stayed in touch with, so many questions I’ll never be able to answer, so many things I’ll never be able to change, and so many things I’ll never be able to see.”

Fucking lovely.

die happy

Simple. Easy. Now to wait and hope it happens

personally I think If I am to die happy I will not regret anything left unsaid nothing left undone..I want to live my life to the greatest way possible sure if you want to get worked up because of a little insident or kill yourself because your not excepted among your peers lots of people have good reasons for doing such things but I dont want that to happen to anyone not even the people who call me names and hurt my friends I would not wish such death on anyone no matter how bad they have treated me…because if the people like this die do you not think they will get some form of punishment from the lord himself. If i shall not fall in love with someone or no one fall in love with me i shall be content because my life as I now look apon it, my life IS perfect and it may not seem to glamorous to most but having the spotlight on you for most of the time gets annoying to most people… I’d rather be next to the spotlight rather then in it, personally…

I dont’ think I’ll be able to say that “I’ve done this” on 43 things, cause if it happens, then I’ll be happilly dead.

I don’t know if it’s possible to die and be happy at the same time. Hope so.

If I died now, It wouldn’t matter…it’s true, I wouldn’t be leaving children abandoned, or a loved one widowed etc, no trail of destruction would occur due to some unpaid debts.
But to die HAPPY is a different matter.
I feel like I have a lot more to acomplish and prove before I go…I just wish I knew exactly which direction I should go now.

I don’t really want this to happen soon. Heh.

If I can surf a barrel, then I can die happy. I used to say that about just standing up to surf but that’s happened loads of times so the goal changed.

The one thing you don’t want to do is to look back on your liife with a sense of regret about opportunities missed and paths not taken.

If at the end of my life I can say that while other paths might have been interesting too, I am not unhappy with the paths taken the I will be contnet. That’s not to say that the paths not taken might not have been interesting, but that’s pure speculation. I hope to be abel to say the at least the ones I took were rewarding enough in themselves.