stop looking back. i used to crave the future and now that it's here, i just want the comfort of the past.

i still spend vast amounts of time dreaming about my highschool and realizing how attached i still am to that atmosphere, and especially the people i found there. even though i really didn’t like highschool that much. i look back and miss those friends, those teachers, and the general golden haloed years of growing up. it may have sucked, but i still can’t let it go.

i will, soon. i know it. it’s just taking me more time than i ever would’ve expected.