Learn to live in reality and be more productive

Volunteered in a small festival and found myself helping around with lots of small practical issues, finding practical solutions and kept focused on practical outcomes as opposed to focusing on feeling weird about being around people – and ironically, I had good contacts with lots of different people!

maybe this is the single thing i could do, stop dreaming, imagining stuff that will never happens. And start making them happen, welcome them in my life

Funny enough, I got a temping job light-years from where I’d like to be professionaly, but which requires me to get on my feet and deal with very practical issues which I have to sort out for other people, and in some ways, it helps me to deal with reality (banking environment, yuck!) and develop a ‘can-do’ attitude – very good antidote for my usual dreamy-land!

Really struggle to look at reality as what it is – grey, boring, ordinary.. I find that difficult but at the same time by not looking at how it is I struggle to make constructive changes or to create something in the real world. So the more i avoid reality and its limitations, the more I get lost by not being able to compose with what is there, by only wishing that things were different rather than taking actions and make a real impact. Aaaaaghhhhh… I am sure there is a way out, somewhere