become a dragon

i feel like the world rests on my shouder sometimes a long time i just started today

Okay lets get one thing straight first, I have been trying this out since saturday so this is not my first time. Anyway, on my 3rd night of meditating and dreaming I could clearly see an outlining of a dragon. It looked down on me in a blank way that I couldn’t understand, but one moment I’m begging for tranformation then after about 5 seconds it disapeared leaveing me with no answer… but exactly after the outlining disapeared I woke up wondering if I just imagined that and I wasn’t really dreaming or if that was some sort of vistion. But after that night I’ve been feeling more confident, more faster, and I’ve also been feeling like I’m being watched. I don’t know if this is all in my head or if that outlining ment something. I hope to see this dragon outlining in my dreams again to see what it means.

I was reading more posts and it always seems that when people write about becoming a dragon they keep saying that they will be for good and save people, now I’m not saying that that is not fine but I’m here thinking, well being good is good and I consider myself to be a good person in everyday life but if it came right down to it and to become a dragon I had to become evil or do evil deeds, then I would.

Truly I’m saying this because I am a very open person but the main reason is that I do not want to close the door on any chance to become a dragon, ANY!. What would happen if say, an evil dragon was looking for some help and was going to transform a human into a dragon to fulfill his wishes, he would skip right past all the people who say they would only save people and would come right to me. And since I’m free to both the good and evil sides if a good dragon came alone for the same reason he would have me in the same league as the rest of you.

To sum it up in the end I’m hoping that by being open to the prospect of Good and Evil will greatly increase my chances of becoming a dragon.

Hum I was just reading this when I thought about how, always in the shows and my dreams that it would always be the one who wanted it the most that these things would happen to (Which I had previously assumed to be me), but sadly even though I thought myself to be a die hard dragon lover some of you seem as if you are even more die hard then me and that just brings to the question, if you did have to be the one who wanted it most and there might be people out there who want it more, than what hope is there for me or anyone else to become one.

Although that is to say, just because you guys seem to be more die hard dragon lovers than me doesn’t actually mean that you do love them and want to become one more than I do.

But it makes me sad to think that I might not be able to become a dragon so I’m thinking of just scrapping that last idea and hope that it takes one part loving dragons and one part chance to be able to become a dragon, because with that then anyone of us could become a dragon and not just the one who loves dragons the absolute most.

Here’s hoping.

Does this really work? I’m desperate! So so desperate!

Well, this may actually be epic.
In my whole life. I have dreamt about dragons, talking to them.
Even becoming one.
I have always felt different.
This may be why.
But i’m not sure that i want to do it.
When there may be no chance to see my family and friens after i’ve done it.
Is it really worth it?
But i am willing to try, whatever it takes!
So…..
PL0X REPLY.
Lawl.
See ya’all. :D
I’m norwegian.
Does that count? xD

I have walked across the surface of the sun, i have witnessed events so tiny and insagnifigant that they could have hardly be said to have occured at all. I am 4.6 Billion years old and I am the original Dragon. All the other things that you hear about are clones of me, on thursday, they will track me with a Sector one sattelite. Fortunatly, I will be undercover when it passes, 2:27.79 PM. In Short, Dragons Rock. Yay for me and my top speed of mach 20.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…. Interesting.

alright, my other post was getting too long

last nights duel to the death didn’t go as planned. the day before, a heat spirit (like to raise the temperature) latched itself onto me. the spirit that was supposed to try and kill me was a cold spirit. the two got into a huge fight in the hellrealm “xavern of screams”. i didn’t get injured, and the heat elemental was killed. not sure whats happening tonight…

last night, i accomplished my goal of visiting the netherworld. the exact realm i went to is hellrealm, where people go to be judged. anyways, there, i met a man who could read my mind, and discovered my intentions. he turned into a red shadow drake. he grabbed me by the neck and carried to the edge of the ‘cliff of brimstone’. before he let go of me, he said that if i didn’t transform i will die. then he tossed me ober the cliff.
i’m mot sure how, but i did chsnge into a dragon. a blue dragon with
black horns and spines; element is still undetermined. he followed me down, showing me how to flap my wings and such. after i landed, i finally realiased who this older dragon was! it was me from my past life!
he told me that tomorrow, a spirit will visit me in my dreams. this spirit will try to kill. if i don’t transform again, i will die…

when i woke up… i still felt as if i had transformed for real…

so curious…

if anyone has any questions for me about summoning and why hellrealm… i’ll try to answer them.

update

ok, so last night, i was visited by a spirit. in the dream, i was once again in hellrealn on the cliff of brimstone. the spirit was, to my surprise, Willy Wallace, scottish rebell from the middle ages. any ways, he did try to kill me. it wasn’t until after he had cut my arm with his dirk that i had managed to transform. after i had tranaformed, i ran him through the stomach with my horns, pushing him over the cliff.
it wasn’t all gore free. my arm had bled quite a lot, and blood had coated my horns.
after i had realised the terror of what i have done, the older dragon from yesterday flew up from the cliff, with the corpse of Willy Wallace in his talons. he told me that “tomorrow, another spirit will try to kill me,” and that “it will take more than my horns to kill it”
i woke up feeling really sick. there was, i know this is wierd, a cut on my shoulder where Willy Wallace had stabbed me.
i’m worried about tonight…