stop feeling ugly

and all the guys were checking me out! i felt soooo sexy! yay!

i always feel ugly

i started eating more than 1 meal a day… i feel ugly because it caused me to gain 8 lbs and i dont have a gym membership anymore so its really difficult to get back on track.

%{color:blue}well i always look in the mirror and feel discouraged and when i look at music videos, theres always light skinned girls or hispanic girls in them and i think there’s no room for black girls anymore.i feel worthless and ugly..i really need help thanks..please reply to this if you feel the same way.thanks %

welli always look in the mirror and feel discouraged

it’s a such a useless feeling. lately i’ve been off balance and i think that has contributed to my feelings of inadequacy. i’m going to try to get more in balance. then hopefully i’ll be able to cross this one off again!

i feel like this is a childish problem of mine that nobody understands, especially my friends =|
the moment i try to tell them how i feel about myself
they immediately contradict me but since im so stubborn
i persist on it and they get really annoyed.
i really dont believe them when they compliment me
do i look bad and theyre just trying to cover it up?
do they pity me? is this feeling really that bad?
idnt get how they dnt understand this
its just ugh!!
wth is up wid ppl feeling like theyre pretty?!
im soo jealous! especially when theyre not n they think theyre the fuken hot shit ugh it makes me feel like trash
how come THEY who are UGLIER than me
inside and out can feel so good about themselves!?
i KNOW im a good friend
a good gf a good daughter a good sister a good cuzin
but i wish i was as pretty on the outside as i feel on the inside
if that makes sense.. watever i just really need to let my thoughts out
and since no one listened i looked for sumplace 2 talk abt it and found it.

Just want to stop feeling insecure everytime I stand next to my gorgeous friends or whenever I see another pretty girl. I know people say that everyone’s beautiful in their own way, but that just isn’t good enough for me. I want to stop feeling self-conscious about myself.

Clementine: Joely?
Joel: Yeah Tangerine?
Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh.
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can’t believe I’m crying already. Sometimes I think people don’t understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don’t matter. So, I’m eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, “You can’t be ugly! Be pretty!” It’s weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
Joel: [kisses Clementine] You’re pretty.
Clementine: Joely, don’t ever leave me.
Joel: You’re pretty… you’re pretty… pretty…

i’m starting to do that. but most of the time i still think that i’m not pretty and bla bla bla… and wondering why.