be more determined

not to be lazy not to wait anymore and ACT!

Im in my final year of high school and im supposed to be graduating in May.. I dont even know how i’ve gotten this far without repeating a grade… I feel like ive slacked off through most of high school. Most people in my grade are very determined.. they know what they want.. know what they are aiming for.. in my case.. I have no incentive whatsoever.. I dont feel the need to do really well.. I really want to want to do well.. but for some reason I just dont.. im not sure if its because of having a lack of confidence or what.. I really want to pass my final exams.. but how do I get myself to have the determination to do so? If anyone has any advice.. it would be greatly appreciated:)

I found that over the time that I spent studying for my exams I felt like i was a prisoner. However I kept with it and managed to get into the swing of it and started to be able to endure 10 hours a day of this solitary confinement. My intention waivered alot and at times I wondered why I was doing this. I did feel like the long-term benefit outweighed this short-term pain. Sacrifice my freedom in order to achieve prosperity.

I’ve been indoor climbing with my girlfriend now for over a month and I am enjoying it. However there are some weeks where I am just so knackered where I just can’t be arsed. I managed to make myself go last night because I know I just need to get back into the swing of things. I know that if I start missing weeks, weeks become months, months become years and years become never. Even though this morning I had to prize myself off the bed I felt I like I had overcome a pychological barrier and achieved something.