be completely happy with my life

I believe this will happen when I accomplish all the things I’ve put above this on my priorty list. It’ll happen when I quit smoking, quit drinking, stop being a pushover, stop caring what people think of me, learn to have faith in myself and in God, and start being more religious, when I know for sure I’m a better person, all that will lead to my family being proud of me. That’s the last thing it’ll take for me to be completely happy with my life. Until all those things happen, I KNOW I won’t be completely happy with my life. You can have the husband, the kids, the house, all the trips, do all the things you want to do, and still not be happy with your live. At the point when I’m happy with my life, that’s when I believe all the other great things (like the husband and the kids) will come along. I don’t think God will put those things in my life until I’m ready and I don’t think I’m ready until I’m happy.