Practice my pagan beliefs

the older i get.. the more jaded and cynical i become and i have certainly reached the point where i have serious doubts about the basis of religion…

read the book skepticism inc. it will change your life.

Believing and practicing are certainly two very different ideas. I have been reading and learning about Pagan religions since I was 18.. and have not been an entirely practicing person as I keep it to myself… I am ashamed to tell people my beliefs.. and it feels horrible.

I want to be open.. but mostly I want to feel okay to practice my beliefs without others thinking horrible, and completely unfounded thoughts about me..