be heard

My boyfriend and I play the violin. We want to switch from classical to jazz and I wish above most things that the whole world will hear and hopefully listen to us…

that sometimes I am not. Or maybe not taken seriously, I’m not sure, I do know that it hurts.

I have been here for,

21 Years

259 Months

1,134 Weeks

7,939 days

190,491 hours

11,429,479 minutes

685,768,781 Seconds… and counting.

I have,

Finished Highschool,

Been to College,

Found myself a rewarding career,

Got in and out of trouble,

Travelled,

Changed my appearance and personality,

Been in pain,

cried and smiled,

Listened.

What will it take?

is very important especialy when it is so hard to be heard by others and make them understand your point of view.

i want people to know im here….someone to listen and just know im here…there isnt anyone to talk to….life is just a cycle of nothing…and random but less than fulfilling tasks… maybe wanting to be heard it pointless because it doesnt matter….its kinda pathetic to “want to be heard” i want ppl to hear me because they “want” to not because i want them to….so whats the point….its this greyd out washy piece of art that someone might spill red paint on….to give it some color…something for meaning…....red is such a beautiful color….its one that can be felt…..it gives the world some meaning….who know…

I’m such a quite person, and I’m really sick of it. I’m 21 years old and I never enjoy it. So my goal is to get out, meet new people, and be heard!

all i ever wanted was for people to hear what i was saying.
i have a lot to say but it all means nothing if no one will listen.

I want people to hear me, not just shove me aside like last seasons clothes. I want to be noticed, acknowledge…just listen to what I have to say!

I hate it when you do something and it goes unheard. I hate it when you try to put pass your point of view, but its muffled by the crowd. I just want to someone to listen when I have a question or problem. Just listen to me!

At first, I really thought this was about other people. Getting them to listen. Talking in a way they could understand me. But the truth is, I had to be heard by MYSELF! I was tuning out my own inner voice. When I’m listening to myself, I am happier. I do things that I enjoy. I don’t get into situations that make me uncomfortable. And people respond to me better now because I am expressing myself and communicating a lot more effectively.