find my inner self

I now want to find out who i really am…

but…i just want to find my inner self, i want to find all the truths that it holds. I think it may even hold the truth to life, the universe and everything. I figure, that’s where all my potential lays. Maybe, when i find out all that, everything else will come together. Call me young and impatient, but i don’t think that’s something i should find out when i’m 50…it should come now…or at least parts of it. Sometimes i worry…is this all there is? what if this is all there is. I don’t feel like i can quite make sense of it all..and there’s just some things i need to make sense of…like who i am, where i’m going, and what i’m going to do with it all. I’ve just always had this innate need to understand.