pray every morning and every night

I am getting drug by this feeling that I will never get what I want. I nned help turning this over. I need help with my faith. I need to believe that it is here! I need help getting unstuck from my sadness so I can be free!!!! Help me to become a free person, lady!! Lift this burden from me so I have claim my universal escrow. My sludge is blocking the pipe of my good. Clear the pipe!!!! Help me to become a free person!! Lliberate me from the oppression of my own hate and fill me with love for the world. Help me to do the work and let go of the outcome. Let me love for love’s sake.

So mote it be!!!!!

And so it is!!

Moon Goddess,

I need to pray for my husband. I have been holding a resentment because I really want things to be “fair” between us. I started a conversation last night that I knew in my heart of hearts would turn into a fight. I should have prayed about it and talked to my sponsor, but I didn’t. I brought it up thinking if I only acted a certain way that he wouldn’t get mad. But, he did. In the process he used ape defensive behavior that I have allowed myself to be resentful over. Had I not started that conversation and had I not thought that I could control him, that would not have happened.

First of all, Goddess, thank you for the charms. Second, thank you for always being there for me. Third, let Jole know that I do care about his job. But Goddess, allow me to be aware that his choices are his, and they are not my responsibility and they are not my fault. I have allowed myself to feel guilty when Jole stays home all day after going to my doctor’s appointments. I didn’t make him do that. I also didn’t make him sick. Goddess, let him know that of course I appreciate him. And help me to know what is and is not my responsibility.

I also need to turn over Jole’s job hunt to you. I of course would like him to be emlployed in the very best spot that would fulfill him and make him happy with really great insurance, but I can’t make that happen. Help Jole to be in touch with his higher power, if that is your will, and help him to get what is best and what he needs. I want him to be cared for and happy. I can’t make that happen, but I love him and I want him to be happy. Most of all, just tell him that I appreciate him.

Okay, that’s it for now.

So mote it be.

I need your help. I cried last night when I went to sleep, and I don’t want to remain sad. I need to tuirb something over to you. I would like to be way more physical in a positive way with my husband. He says he is uncomfortable right now with sex because I am pregnant. I believe him, but it still makes me sad. I will occasionally hold my hand and he gives me pecks on the lips, but other than that there hasn’t been much physical contact in about a month. Maybe it’s my turn to make a move, but nothing has felt right, and I need your guidance. I am having trouble sitting peacefully with this problem. I don’t feel that I can talk to him about it. I feel lonely and I wake up wanting to have sex, but I don’t want to come on to someone who I feel doesn’t want me. I know he’s not cheating. He is weirded out by the pregnancy. But I still hurt sometimes. Lady, I can’t control how he feels about me, but I can control how I live in my world. I would love to make love to Jole, but I have no control over that either. I need you to handle that for me.

I am turning my sex life over to you.

All my love,

Benni

Moon Goddess,

I want to pray for Jole. Give him serenity. Let him know that I love him rcet day in every way. Give hi the wisdom that only his Higher Power can give. Give him comfort, joy and peace. Let him feel loved through and through.

Take care of Brianna. Let her have that love from women that he desires. Let her know that I am her friend. Give her that peace from on high that fills is up and let’s is know we are one with the divine. Let her create and feel creative.

Goddess, help Pixie to be free. Help to ease her pain and make her transition into emotional sobriety a productive one. Let her feel love down to her toes. Let her be at peace with herself.

So mote it be!

Moon Godess,

I need to pray for Jole. Let his Higher Power work in his life. Being him his greatest, highest good. Shower him with love. Let him feel protected and safe. Let him know that I love him.

Goddess, care for Jezebel. Let her have all the succes that I want for myself. Give her your divine wisdom. Let her feel loved and safe and warm and equal.

And Goddess, take of me today. Make me right sized in my relationships. Let me be of service today.

So mote it be.