watevanis is chillin'
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4 months ago
I think I’m starting to achieve this! Life is amazing and great and fantastic and I hope it lasts because I’m better than ever!
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How to forget the past, live in the present and smile when thinking of the future
It made me
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 "Why didn't I do this sooner?"
How I did it: I am a victim of domestic violence and that has affected me in ways that one who has never been abused could never comprehend. One day I had just had enough. Enough of being a victim. Enough of allowing the fact that I am emotionally damaged from the abuse define who I am. I will have my bad days I am sure but be damned if I am going to allow a man that I haven't seen in over two years define who I am today! |
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watevanis is chillin'
Oh and....
7 months ago
Smile when thinking about the future?
Smile when thinking about the future?!??!!
Right now this is what lays ahead for me in the future-
-I have to go back to a school I detest.
-I don’t have stable, real, or even good friends with the exception of my best friend. Which counts for something.
-I haven’t even ordered my books for school yet and I’m starting next month!
-I’m starting grade 9, which is bad enough.
-I have a bundle of issues,clearly, that I still have to sort out.
-The DVD I rented 2 days ago is late. Very late.
Could I go on? Probably. But I’m getting tired of ranting and raving. Actually no I’m not. But whoever is reading this probably is so I’m going to stop now…
watevanis is chillin'
Last night...
7 months ago
I had a sort of epiphany…I want to move on but I don’t want to move on…that makes no sense but it’s exactly how I feel.
There are certain things that I’m holding on to and certain people I can’t forgive and I want to let go and forgive but a part of me feels like if I do, it’s going against my principles. Like, why should I be the one to accept and move on and forgive? Why should I back down?
It’s true-I’m very stubborn. And this may very well be the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make, the decision to move on. I don’t know what I’m trying to achieve or prove by not moving on, but I just can;t right now. A stronger desire is holding me back. It’s so annoying!! But hopefully by the end of this year I can sort out this problem…
watevanis is chillin'
with the end of the year approaching...
8 months ago
i want to move ahead with my life, try something new and make a fresh start. This year has been very difficult for me and so much negative things have happened that i think i should move on and live again. Go positive thinking =)
andrew911 is gonna start eating better.
time to change
13 months ago
my girlfriend sat me down and asked me what my goals in life were. i couldnt really answer her. i have a well paying stable job. i havent made the best choices in life, and cant let go of the past, slowly losing my future. i WANT to let go and think of the future.
its hard................
15 months ago
just 2 months back i breaked up with the girl who was my first love ever.i’m sort of guy who can never cheat(may b its hard 4u 2 belive bt its a truth).The reason 4 our breakup was her constant cheating upon me(i really cant stand that).........i cant frget my past as those were the golden days of my life n i cant imagne a golden life without her…......ya bt atleast i can hav a calm life in the future….........n i realize that i should move on carryin my beautiful memories of the past
look into the future
18 months ago
I would like to stop always thinking about the past; what I did not do mostly and what I should’ve done. I want in the future to be able to make better decesions and better choices. I want to accomplish some things so when I look back at my life I will be in peace and not regretting anything.
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21 months ago
Not forget, but forgive the past; being happy about the present; and I truly and deeply believe the future will be even better!
