give up on her and find someone who is worth caring about.

i think i care about her so much, because i know we could be best friends!
we’re the same size.
we love the same clothes.
the same bands.
but hmph!! she would rather hang with other people.

she talked to me today.
and i got all excited that she did it all on her own.
i didn’t have to wave her over or talk to her first.

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i need to let go.

i know she is never going to realise how much i love her.
and she will never care.
because she has more people.
she always has.
so.
its time for me to accept that
and find someone who needs me
as much as i need them.