I feel better than ever, ive come to understand that high school was the reason of most of my problems, including self-esteem, now that I’m away from that environment i can appreciate myself fully. Now that I’m attending university i have more positive response about my looks. My advise, be yourself and try to surround yourself with “real” people as long as high school lasts, if you are away from that environment then i suggest a deep search inside yourself, think, who says what is beautiful and what is ugly, i a stupid assumption to think thy the ideals of beauty are predetermined. Remember that people like people who like themselves. Here i am as today. 3 months ago