Keep enjoying life and stop making things so hard!!!

REALLy???????/// kindly suggest… how can I

I spent tweo years praying for a cure to my mental illness! In all that time, I wasted two years of my life and ruined my goal of moving every three years of my life. I waited for God to fix me and to end the demons that were bothering me and neither has happened.

Take some vitamins and exercice and find some fun to do in life

I found my cure for my mental illness:
http://www.newmediaexplorer.org/sepp/2005/11/07/nutrients_cure_mental_illness_orthomolecular_psychiatry.htm

Keep yourself full of vitamins and nutrients and stay away from beef and manmade cardboards.

absolutelove327

I need to remember this goal more often. Things aren’t ‘that’ hard, I just tend to make them that way I guess. I need to get out of this ‘funk’ and get back on track. I’m glad it’s a new year and I need to keep an open mind and not focus on everything so much. Just enjoy life!

Not sure if this goes under this goal, but I think it does!

Last night I took my 10 year old nephew to play miniture golf and ride go carts. I have to say we had the BEST time ever. The miniture golf was so fun we laughed and acted silly. We were the only two on the go cart track. He beat me…BUT I almost had him a couple of times! THEN we hit the arcade! WOW was that fun! We traded in our tickets on some cheap little toys, he even got something for his sister then told me to pick out what I wanted. What a gentleman! MY side hurts today from laughing and because I’m old and rode a go cart I’m sure. :-)

Maybe we got along so well because I am still mentally a child..maybe we’re on the same level!? Who cares, it was so fun. I can’t wait to do it again!

After this weekend I think I will be able to get back on track with this. Things have been so insane and in ‘limbo’ so I believe this weekend will finally give me the rest of the peace I need and I’ll keep enjoying life and stop making things so hard!

I have been soo good about NOT over thinking things, but the past few weeks have made it hard and I guess I’ve relapse a few times into thinking too much!But I’m staying focused and I know this is going to be a great summer. I’m looking forward to enjoying all it has to offer!

Well this weekend has not turned out quite the way I had thought it was going to, but it’s not bad. Spent a lot of time with my mom, which I needed to do and it was wonderful talking and crying with her! I have added a ton of things to ebay! Something I needed to do, but was dreading. But it wasn’t so bad! Not sure what else to do with my time, lots of little things on my ‘to do list’ that are still not marked off, but I had planned something and those plans fell through, so I’m kinda in a ‘funk’ not motivated to do the other ‘list things’. Yep I’ve been thinking a lot, so maybe I need to continue workin on my list and stop just thinking/dwelling! “Deep breath…ok, now onward!” sitting around and dwelling will NOT make the old plans appear, it will just waste time!! :-) Lots to do, so I’m off on my second wind! YAY!

Trying to embrace this temporary solitude I have been given. I have 5 days all on my own, don’t fight it! Do fun stuff, mark some things off the to do list, etc. I have a ton to do, I could be “waaay busy”. I just need to stop making it so hard on myself and not dwell, but just ‘do’! I have really been working on this and actually feel good about having this time to do some stuff I have been putting off! Yep….Ok i’m inspired now. I will keep enjoying life. :-)

to mark this off. I mean I keep it on here because I know this is something I always want to keep doing, but I think I am doing this…I have really been enjoying life, doing a lot more than I have ever done, and I am so thankful for the opportunities that I have had. But I will keep this goal alive for a bit longer, as a reminder!! I know I will have a bad day sometime and might need this little reminder.

I think I am just stressing out. I recently started classes again and work has been a lot more stressful. My mother is sick and can’t seem to get into a Back doctor until JUNE! My father is quickly getting worse and worse, his health is not improving at all. He has an appt. tomorrow and my sister and I will meet up with him tomorrow afternoon to see how that goes.

I have been so busy and worrying so much I have not had much time to do anything else. I think I miss interaction, talking, laughing with friends, etc. I’m going a bit stir crazy!!!! Or have Cabin Fever!
I am so busy I have missed opportunities lately to get with friends and my coworker (and dear friend) is on a 6 week vacation and I miss her and our daily talks. Yep this weekend I will make time to be free and laugh and enjoy the two days off I get! :-)

I think I just wanted to vent…. Even if no one is listening, it’s nice to get it out. But a part of me feels lost, maybe a little confused, I need a plan and I need to stick with it. Utilize my weekends better. I mean this past weekend can just be erased for all I care! I would like to either forget it or replace it with some good memories! :-) Wouldn’t that be nice if we could just put in an order and change some days around here and there!? I already feel a little better…ok I’m down ranting and venting….

I have been reviewing the ‘day trips’ that the local school offers and I think I am going to sign up for the Marble trip. You visit a marble making company and get to see how marbles are made! Sounds like a good time to me!

Yep I’m going to sign up…. :-)