DAILY: Tell everyone how my day was...

I’m doing better.

I’m realizing I can be fine on my own.

And…I’m trying to find God through all of this. My ex didn’t believe so I stopped going to church…and the thing is, I think if there’s no God okay. Whatever. If there is, I want to believe and I want to love Him. I don’t think we’re here by accident, and I don’t think that my relationship occured and ended on accident. I want to be a true follower.

Anyway, I’ve been hanging out – no commitments, no plans…just me and the TV, my dog, and the computer. It’s nice being able to be lazy for once.

I can’t stop crying and I can’t stop feeling sad.

Sometimes I feel really good but it goes away so soon. I feel so confused and sad and today is just a reflection of those feelings, because I slept too much and I moped.

I did get a long lost friend’s phone number, which is good, though right now, it doesn’t dull the pain.

I forgot about this goal.

So I am restarting.

Today I’m still working to get over my first and therefore my worst break-up. It’s especially hard when you and your first love plan to spend forever together but you just realized that that was a lie. So today is a day of realization.

I slept a lot and I’m trying to eat more. I know that sentence sounds so pathetic, but I’m being a lot stronger than I thought I would be.

I’m not doing any homework tonight just because I don’t want to.

But all day today, I was incredibly thirsty.

103 entries!

Wow, that’s a lot of days!

I am DONE with this goal for now!
It was a good goal!

I need to get some things done today or at least this week.

Like pay my credit card bill.
Go to the bank.
Deposit my checks.

Spend some time with my Dad!
Call my Mom!

I went to sleep early last night!
Which never happens.
I slept great!
That also hardly ever happens.

I woke up early today! Woo-Hoo!
I had breakfast at home.

I took tons of pictures, but no shadow pictures today.
I ate lots of strawberries today!
I went to a store, & bought just a few little goodies for myself!
I didn’t over-spend! Yay Me!
I talked to my Mom today & saw her for just a short visit!
I talked to my Dad today & might see him later on today!

So far today I am having a great day!

Have a great week-end! -JadedForever

Wow, already 100 entries on this goal!

Maybe I should be finished with this goal by now!

I know my days haven’t been all that exciting.
But it is just nice to have a place to put everything & anything.

Went to sleep a little bit earlier last night.
Somehow managed to still sleep in.

Off to spend the day with my Mom!
I hope that we get along well today!

Slow to start today.
I really need to work on going to sleep earlier & waking up earlier.
My sleeping schedule is really terrible.
I have always been a night owl.
It’s really hard to change that.

I ate a really healthy lunch at home though!
I am happy about that!

I ate:
Half of a Blueberry bagel
BBQ chicken
Salad with strawberries & Italian dressing
Yogurt
Coffee
Water

Talked to my Mom on the phone today!
Sent e-mails to my family!

Slept in late.
I don’t know why but I was exhausted.
Ate lunch at home.
Drank lots of water.

Talked on the phone with my family today!

Did lots of chores around the house today!
Yay to all that I accomplished!

Dinner at home.
I ate fruit all day long.
Yummy oranges & yummy watermelon.

A simple but good day!