do what I fear when I feel I fear it

I have done what I knew I could not avoid, but feared it a little (in anticipation of the reactions and necessary explanation). It is out and I can move on. Opinions of others considering my life are not so important as my own experience. Besides, I do not really have to explain everything…

...for now, at least. Well, I don’t do 100% of what I fear, but let’s say it’s about 60%. Which is really well!

I was so scared when thinking of that club, located nobody-knows-where (including me) on a dark empty street and how would I get out and get to the rail station without getting robber or raped…
Well, Sofia at night was beautiful, calm and I actually enjoyed an one-hour walk across the center between 4 and 5 in the morning. :)
A fear less. haha
:D

But I did it though! And I am proud of myself! Today I spent like 6 hours outside – I sunbathed, ate ice-cream, had a walk around town and in that downtown segment I WAS WITH NO SHIRT ON! I was so afraid of people’s gaze, but I did it and it felt great! Fear, adrenaline – all in one! Great feeling! ;)