christinet has been in a cave of despair
The worst thing, the cruelest thing is that NOW all of a sudden the asshole love of my life baby daddy decides to tell me he is ready for a committment, a change in his life. I know in my heart of hearts, in my secret soul that it is a LIE…maybe he just feels like he has to say something…Like suddenly he just had a moment where he said to himself, “maybe its high time I married that girl who is also the mother of my only child and go with her across the state where we can start a new and beautiful life together”.....SIKE…no no noooooooo that’s not it at all. Nothing on this earth would make me happier but NOBODY does a 360 degree turnaround like that so there is an ulterior motive. If nothing else so he can get drunk and tell all his friends how I took his child and left him. I refuse to let him make me crazy, but my heart feels like it is breaking in little tiny pieces.
