Tell the person I love that I love them.

I want to thank the person who’s changed me, the person I love.

For one thing…..in three months I will never seen them again.

Well, I told the person that I love that I love them. It was pretty strange though. I was at Incredible Pizza at like three in the morning on Saturday because my school was having the lock-in there. So my friends and I were walking around the mini-golf course and I pulled the person that I love from the rest of the group and talked to him and told him. He said that he understands and that he is very sorry that he doesn’t love me the same way :( this is because he has a GF that just so happens to be my backstabbing ex-bff. But he says that he understands and that he’s sorry that he can’t love me back…
:( yet :)

The person i loved got a girlfriend

A while ago this happened.

I’d say this task is completed.
As i dont know whether i love them anymore
Due to various reasons

xxx

Every day I see you, my heart starts thumping against my rib cage so loudly I’m surprised no one asks about it, and I spend the next thirty seconds wondering if you’ve managed to hear it, and if you’ll ask me why. I have my answer ready for you already. I’ve sat in front of the mirror and practised and practised and practised, until it sounds just perfect. I know it’s only three little words, that they shouldn’t really mean this much to me, but they do, and they’ve taken over my every breathing moment.
You still haven’t asked yet.
My heart shall wait, thumping.

I have not yet heard back from the person because I sent them a letter and they have not yet received it. I expect a call within the next 3 days or I will get very nervous about the results. Just sending the letter was worthwhile. It’s out there in the world instead of stewing around in my head.