find a purpose

Need to believe that this is a life with an aim.

Having looked at a few of the other posts, it seems that I am not the only person out there for really doesn’t have clue what they are doing with their life. Although this really does not make me any happier, it does at least make me feel in company

It’s hard, but I try to find meaning in day to day activities and everything that I do. I feel as though I am drifting though, falling into the day to day routine, and it’s really getting me down.

It’s obvious our lives our based on what we want to do, but I find that after my first year of University I have little to no knowledge of what I want. I know of a variety of things that would be nice or things I could do but I really don’t know what I want at all and life is just becoming more and more confusing, I sometimes think that all I want is to sleep forever but in actuality I would miss my life far too much.

So i dropped out of my college course Interactive Multimedia after the first year leaving me totally lost with no purpose, now i have to re-apply to college before the end of the month and i’m tore between a sensible office job as an Estate Agent or a crazy free spirit job as an interior designer…me thinks i shall never find out what my purpose in life is….:(

I want to find a reason to live. Meaning to my life. I feel empty. Like I am walking through this world on auto pilot.