...died about three and a half months ago after a devastating illness. I still have guilt and sadness about it. I have been struggling with finding and appropriate memorial urn for the ashes for two reasons. First, I can’t find a nice one. Second, I don’t want to look because it brings back all sorts of painful memories. But I’ve got to do it and I think that ultimately it will help me to feel better if my little angel has an appropriate memorial in the house. 5 years ago