spend more time with my boyfriend

I love spending time with my baby…when we started going out I didn’t know where this would lead but he is the one person who has control over me and knows how to deal with me…and I love spending every minute of my day with him because he is worth it!!

my boyfriend goes to a different school
than me.
we barely see each other.
and we’ve been going out for a month now.
i feel like this is a waste of my time.
but i like him soo much
:/

Nuff said

I wnt to spend more Time like proper quality time with him
cuz i sometimes feel bAad bout not beeing with him but he understands that i hav my m8s and uva random stuff to tink bout n do.,.,.,.,.,.,but i wud like to spend more time with him out of school.,.., yup yup,.,., that wud B gud,.,.,..!!!!
Xx

we had gone through a period where we really didnt talk. I had goten pretty worried. then we got into a huge horrible fight. i even slapped him! Ive only hit 1 other person in my life. but that night after the fight calmed down we worked things out and stayed up all night just talking. it was wonderful. We talked until about 6 in the morning. we have been growing a lot in our relationship. our comunication is better. the fights are rarer and shorter. and i absolutly love falling in love with him all over again.

we broke up….because we didnt spend enough time together…more like he didnt have the time to give up to me….so much for this goal.

IT WAS JUST A GOOD NIGHT LAST NIGHT. I BOUGHT A COUPLE OF MOVIES : THE RIDDICK TRILLOGY (DISSAPOINTING) AND UNDERWORLD 2. I WATCHED THE LAST RIDDICK MOVIE WITH THE BOYFRIEND AND HUNG OUT BEFORE OUR FRIENDS VISITED. THEN I WATCHED METALOCALYPSE ON OUR COMPUTER (GOD I LOVE THAT FUCKING SHOW IT CRACKS ME UP AND IT HAS FUCKING GREAT MUSIC TO IT) THEN WE WENT TO BED, PLAYED AROUND, CUDDLED OUR KITTY CATS, AND WENT TO sleep.

I HAVE DONE THIS AND FEEL MUCH BETTER FOR IT. I HOWEVER AM NOT GOING TO REMOVE IT FROM MY TO DO LIST BECAUSE I LIKE DOING THIS AND WANT TO CONTINUE TO STRIVE FOR THIS GAOL

He lives in Berkeley, Ca and I live in San Bernardino, Ca. About 9 hours away by car. I miss him so much and I wish I could spend more time with him. I’m going to transfer over to San Francisco State Universty and of course he is a reason. We love each other and want to be together so that’s what we’re working towards. We’ve just had to make sacrifices.

We both jsut got new jobs. I work Friday-Sunday nights, while he works Thursday-Sunday nights. Being summer people would think we would visit each other everyday, but that is not the case. He has his friends and I have mine, they want to spend time with us too! And also, neither of us have cars(or a liscence at that) so we have to depend on our working parents to drive us about four or five miles to each other’s houses. So! I get to see him about twice a week, sad. And If I get to see him more than that its usualy no more than an hour. So my new goal, is to spend more time with my boyfriend, i don’t know how! BUt I am gunna figure it out!