figure out where all the people like me are hiding

They live in the internet hehe. I’ve met a lot of really great people through an ethnography project I did for one of my Anthropology classes. Its fun to have people just as strange as me to talk to.

Where are the people like me??

I need to really start opening myself up more, and start to make friends with people who are like me. I am working on this everyday. In fact, I meet a really nice woman at the gym about a month ago. For now, I just meet her at the gym, but I think I am going to invite her to do something outside of the gym. Its hard for me to put myself out there and make friends out of regular social activities. However, for once, I’m thinking about trying it. After all, how else am I going to figure out where all the people like me are hiding??? : )

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Kind of thinking right now that the answer to this is, “college”. Hope to find out before too many more months go by.

Because: I have little to nothing in common with anybody. And everything that we end up having in common seems to be superficial. Plus. I’ve grown cold over time and careless which bothers me. But. I’m constantly worried about the future. There is nobody out there like me. Except for the mentally ill. I’m dull and boring. And my get up and go has got up and went. I feel my death is close at hand. And I wonder if I’m going to hell, because i do not feel like I’m going to heaven. Come to think of it, I think the last person that I need to converse with would be somebody like me. So. I’m going to see if there is an alternate site that has people looking for opposites. That will be good for me but unfortunate for them. If you think about it those people would have to be as crazy as me if not crazier to be interested in somebody like me to converse with. And I’ll bet once everybody finds out that I’m not crazy they’ll be long gone.

It takes lots of long hours to achieve the status of being found to a group of individuals as candid and melancholy to the thought of being translucent like those who shall choose to not be apart of this thought that our world has put together many many confides for us all to seek refuge in. Is it hard to wonder if life shall still coincide with the existence of truths and falsies when everything that we desire is right in front of our eyes.

I have figured out why people like me are hideing because I’m a Scorpio and people are alway’s being mean to the Scorpio’s and the Aries it alway’s us and the people who are mean to us are the Gemini and Taurus

I thought I had made a friendship with someone. Although she is a lot younger than me we have things in common and understand where each other is coming from. However when I see her with her friends it is a different story. I was hurt. I acted like a mature person and pretended I wasn’t. I wish younger people could realize that years don’t change you that much, inside. But I guess that knowledge only comes with age.

I made a comment on a pin a woman was wearing. It was a bull and I asked if she was a Taurus. She said yes, then asked if I was. Then we had a very interesting conversation about books and numerology and psychology. This woman was a total stranger, a customer who I had seen many times at work. She was a lot like me, I just wouldn’t know it by looking at her. We had to talk about things we had in common.