getoutofdodge Insomniac~\
So I am doing more stuff. I have been staying very active.My days are filled.I am enjoying myself,and sad that in 10 days I go back to reality.Being with my family although hectic ,chaotic and sometimes surreal,I really miss that sense of weird normalcy of being dysfunctional.Even when there isn’t anything to do to, you really don’t not do anything.It’s familiar and you relate.It makes life a little simpler,even if your caught in a fog.Back to doing more.I realise it’s not really about doing more.It’s making an effort ,to make the best out of the time you do have do to stuff with.Over used or corny maybe.But,if you think about it..Most days I have to figure out where I can squeeze in anything extra and i will go for 3 or 4 things and really accomplish 1 or none.Instead of hurrying through my day scratching off the things in my mind I did and didn’t get done.I am going to work on getting done what I can and making the best of it, appreciating it, “living in it”,and just enjoying myself and whoevers’ company I may be in.
