Fall ridiculously and recklessly, head-over-heels in love

But nothing like the Moulin Rouge type love that we tend to grow cynical of once we’re older. But I want to. And it wouldn’t be too bad if the other person loved me back, either.

I would say i am the kind of person this could happen to. maybe not the best thing for me, but none the less, this simply HAS to happen because i am a hopeless romantic at heart. Reckless. I am sure this will also happen, but i hope not, i could certainly do without falling in a reckless love. I think anyone that is reckless with other people’s hearts is selfish. but i love love and hope to get there again at some point.

... it’s dangerous when it stays reckless for too long. :(

I fell in love with him again. And now I’m sliding to the point where I’m even more in love with him than I ever was. I think I have the recklessly taken care of, this is an amazing fall whatever happens.

i’ve been in love… once…

the only problem is that when i was completely 125% in love and i was giving all my love n self to that one person he wasnt doing the same for me.. after i’d say 4 years i gave up…

its sooooo hard to give that much to someone u were with all the time and yet at times feel like that person was slapping u in the face!!! it HURTS!!!

well once i decided that i kinda wanted to move on and try and be on my own and see what else was out there he was NOT having it…

so then we reversed rolls!!!

now… we’re both with other people and all i want…

is to fall in love…

I want to do this, but unfortunately this could turn out deadly

I am just not the kind

It’s not something you can try to do, though.

And it does not stop.

I wonder. I’ve never fallen deeply madly ridiculously recklessly head over heels in love. I wish I knew. I wonder if I’ll ever do so. What kind of man would it take for me to do that…

I wonder.

And yet, yet there is this happenstance that we find perfect communion with another soul, that is the connection we crave, the magic of finding a soulmate or a twin soul who knows and understands and accepts us. We are all looking for it… we are all yearning for love.