Growing up I was always ridiculed for the choices I make in life. My mother rarely let me make choices by myself and when I did she’ll get frustrated and do it for me. As a result I hated making choices because I may make the wrong one. My mom is still in my life doing the same habits and has but fear in me to make a choice on moving out, falling in love and getting married, my career and friend choices. I’m going on 24 and I have no idea how to go about in life because I’m afraid how my choice my turn out.
I have my Bachelors degree in a field I want to be in, but obtaining that was the easy part. Actually going out and achieving my goals in life is were I get stuck. The fear I wont get a job in my field makes me afraid to even try. I know people cant just pick you from the street but I wish it were that way.
I love my mom to death and I understand she’s just trying to keep me from making wrong choices and getting hurt but I don’t like being afraid to live my life.
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artemisfowl2 is in despair and is hopeless
my life scares me….its like i’ve stopped living n started existing!i need to get over this stupid fear…this fear of failure,fear of letting ppl down.it’s been holding me back ever since i failed to meet expectations for the first time..and it’s always been wid me since,torturing every second of my existence,never letting me free,always haunting like the worst night nightmare.How wil i overcome this?Will i even overcome it?
CEQuick is working
This fear holds me back in my job. I could be so much more, but am afraid to be wrong.
summer_in_europe has gotten into University!
Well the other day I was terrified because i was getting my exam results and I passed them all exceptionally well in my opinion but i am still not over the fear. No idea how I will ever be.
Should I just quit and admit it is my biggest nightmare?
