dundas_queen sad
I’ve a Bachelor degree in arts. I work in the food industry 6 days a week. How ironic is that!
I would find an art-related job if I wasn’t that tired from mopping floors, wrapping sandwiches and heating up pizza. And I really need to make some money. And I secretly like mopping floors and heating up pizza. And leading that dangerous yet simple life of a food industry worker. I secretly despise office environment, computers and artsy people. But that’s where I’m SUPPOSED to end up isn’t it?
The more you know, the greater you know your potential is, the more stress I’m finding you’re going to have in life. I’m always stressed out. I relax sometimes when I do something artistic, but I don’t get paid for it. Then I start stressing about my art work being not good enough. I release my frustration in mopping the floors extra hard, but at the same time I’m secretly stressed out about not practicing arts and my skills deteriorating.