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1 week ago
I LOVE MY MUM!!!
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3 years ago
it’s been bugging me that it’s even on my list of things to do, but it’s one of those things that if you don’t make an effort to do it it will never happen. For me anyway, that’s just the way it is. Keep it simple too.
my mom has been having a hard time lately dealing with…well…everything. her mom (granny) has Alzheimer’s and it is getting progressively worse. most of the weight of dealing with my grandmother falls on my mother’s shoulders because none of her three brothers seem to think that it is as much of their place to help out as it is hers. or maybe they just think, “oh she’ll take care of it.”
and she does.
every time.
every single time.
but it is beginning to break her.
she seems so unhappy. and that makes me feel unhappy too. i don’t want my mother to be unhappy. i want her to enjoy her life to the fullest and laugh constantly. it has been a long time since i have heard her laugh.
too long.
this morning i wrote her a letter and sent it to her through yahoo messenger…
Mom,I know that there have been SO many times in my life that I haven’t taken the time to tell you how thankful I am to have you in my life. It hurts my heart to know that you are unhappy in any way. I do love you, and not just when you are helping me out by keeping Janie or any of the other thousands of things you do for me on a daily basis. I love you constantly. You are my momma. There is no possible way that I could ever repay you for the continual support you give me. I am sorry that I haven’t shown you the respect you merit just for being the good person you are.
Please don’t ever feel that you are on your own in this world. I am always here for you and I want you to be able to call me and cry on my shoulder or scream at the top of your lungs, if need be. We all need that sometimes. I promise I have done my share of crying and screaming in the past 4 years. :)
I do love you. Please don’t ever doubt that.
i just want her to be happy. i want my momma back.
*holding back the tears*
4 years ago
I got a chance to do this right before my mother died. “your not only my mother, but my best friend…with out you I am going to be lost, but I know you’ll always be there looking out for me”. that’s only part of what I told her. My mom was/will always be the most important person that ever was/will be in my life…right along side my children, No one will ever fill the void that was left when she passed. I miss her every day and love her more everyday that she’s gone. I could go on forever about my mom….but I’ve shed enough tears,.of course more will always come, but for now enough.
