He broke up with me about a month and a half ago. Has not contacted me since. His reasons were vague. We went out for a year. I think about him everyday, pretty much all the time. I hate it.
I keep thinking “if only I had done that…” but I don’t want to think like that anymore. I want to move on. I won’t check his profiles, I won’t log into my email hoping to see a message from him, and I won’t look at my phone hoping for the same.
It’s done and I want to move on.
I just thought I had found my soulmate. But if he can give me up so easily, then better things await me out there. 10 months ago
He was my childhood love been with him for 11 years(broke up July 2011) i was deeply in love with him the chemistry was too strong our interests were alike it was too much to like about than hate i can easily say that our love was pure cuz there was no sex or makeout involved although i did have my very first kiss with him he was caring and loving but abig FLIRT for him it was ok because it was fun i really didnt mind if he complimented girls cuz i compliment boys too i use flirtation as away to boost someone confidance not to show my interest in them which is totally opposite than the way it was created however at one point i thought i cant be with him anymore cuz i needed him i needed attention but he always seemed distanced and his friends would add me and flirt with me all the time and i would reject them and delete them it was rough for me to see his friends adding me its like anew product is here and everyone wants to try it and i always said where’s he? he was bad with cells so he constantly break them and change them and i am not into cells alot i just like texting more so we had to be apart and back each time cuz of our cells and yeah we rarely go out together he always insist and i would say i am tired not physically but emotionally i was really tired then i would go with him everytime have fun pretend everything is fine no one ever could tell between my real smile and the smile i fake until 2011 i met afriend she was always able to know i loved her so much because someone gets me and can read me friendship is the best cure for bad relationship and to me friendship is more importent than love itself you can always feel loved by ur friends but u cant always feel loved by ur bf! 11 months ago
i fell in love about 2 years ago. i thought he doesn’t care about me, but after 6 months we went for a ball and it was amazing. we danced all time together. B y the way it was valentine’s ball. the next day (on a valentine’s day) he gave me a bouquet of roses and chocolates. A have never been so surprised and happy. But then everything was getting worse. We theoritically were together but .. we weren’t. Nothing changed. We weren’t experienced in relationships etc. After 3 months he started a talk and told me everything I wanted to say him but I couldn’t because I still hoped that everything will get better. But it wasn’t. he told me that it make no sense, that we can stay friends. i told him that i understand of course, and i think the same. I cried for such a long time. Everything was in april, I still love him. And sometimes still cry. I tried to move on, I tried to date other guys, but I still was thinking about HIM. And every boy has the same disadvantage – it’s not HE. now, after almost year, he found a girl, i told him to be happy with her and to care about her more han about me, but i don’t think so. I ant him t be with me, but if I can’t bring him happines, i let him be happy with her even if i hate her so much. I love him, I know that. I can’t change that, I don’t know why. I still see things that are saying me that he still cares about me. I know it’s not true, but I still hope so. It’s strange, our relations are strange, w’re acting like nothing ever happen, it hurts me. He flirt with 3 girls in one time, I told myself it’s because he try to forget me. I feel pathetic with that. I need psychological help. 17 months ago