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I dont want to “find” who I am.
I want to “make” who I am.
Be the me that I want to be.
Not that other’s and other things influence me to be.
has anyone succeded in this area??? can someone recomend something?... well i mostly avoid people i am shy i want something more out of life, i feel like zombie just suviving each day waiting for something to come, and i dont want to wait anymore i want to be happy, fun to be around, cheerful, bubbly, outgoing, etc…
i have very, very few friends but i dont go out with them like to the movies, or whatever… because im just scared that im going to be laughed at…. probably due to the fact that my confidence was shattered when i was 13, in middle school all my friends changed school and i stayed (HUGE MISTAKE)i was the only girl in my class and everyone piked on me i had no friends at that time witch just shatterd me… and i dont wanna feel like this anymore….
I am looking for who I am…....yet during social situations…i become extremely shy. I suddenly lose the ability to talk, i cant think of anything to say…...ive been working on this for a few years now..im building courage , self esteem, have explored new interests…....but I still can’t keep a stimulating conversation…..which makes me wonder am i a good friend to my friends….dont they enjoy hanging out with me…..
please any advice, and I am grateful
i am an engineer but i m not interested in software field. so please help me to select my carrier and improve my personality.
I am just a simple girl who likes life alot. What to have more self esteem.


