return to work

Work is going pretty well. I took my first calls today.
I was a little rusty, but I did ok considering I haven’t traded since Feb. 9th. It’s nice to be back in the swing of things again.

I’m actively looking for an apartment, and checked out a place in St. Louis Park last night. She was really cool, and would be the perfect roommate. I’ll probably find out tonight if she picks me over the other ‘canidates’. I’m hoping, b/c the search is getting really old.

April 18th. Yay!

I went into the hospital February 5th, and was discharged on the 8th. I went back to work Friday, February 9th. I ended up back in the hospital February 12th, and have been on leave from work ever since. It’s approaching two months of not working. I feel a ton better, and really want to go back. I miss the people I work with. I’m scheduled to go back on the 21st, but that may be too soon. It’s so hard to say. I get paranoid after having felt better from previous hospitalizations, just to end up back as early as 1 day later. Seriously. I’m exhausted. I’m really nervous. I think I’m going to try to get my return to work date pushed back to April 18th. That way I’ll have started my DBT for a few weeks, and tax season will be over. We’ll see. I’m so scared though. :? I’m worried if this continues I’ll have no choice but to end up on disability, and I don’t want to be poor for the rest of my life.