Be someone's mother

Brit is moving here to go to school, I will get to mother her for 3 years while she goes to school. That will be great I need to have someone to mother…

Had a great time with Michele skydiving. Nothing was said about Mike…

It’s a great picture of us with the Luke after we jumped from the plane…

I am not sure I can do this….

I can not here her talk about Mike….it is hard he took her to Boston with him. I am proud of him for that, but I was suppose to go with him last year and we didn’t get to go because I my surgery.

She thinks she knows him, how he thinks but she doesn’t. It is scary for me, to see that he is putting all his emotional eggs into her basket and that she thinks she can manipulate him. She went on that she can get him to do anything she wants. That is not true, she can’t, she can not force him into telling his family about her. She thinks she can but she can’t. For her I hope he tells them, she is 21 and he hasn’t told them yet…. Maybe this will push him finally to admit he needs help.

I am taking Michele skydiving for her birthday….

She is beyond excited over this….

I can only do what I can do..

Since I am doing better, I chose to be a good roll model for her…

That is all I can do….

I stopped contacting her…but she started calling and I guess I need to be a bigger person than I was being.

Michele called yesterday and I haven’t heard from her for a couple of months. I need to call her back shen she might actually be up. Yesterday was Mike’s birthday and I got this message from her abouit happy fuc#ing 4th of July… I am not sure what that means but I am sure whe will let me know.

It is a great joy to carry life and be a part of one.
My daughter is my greatest accomplishments!