Have you ever been in line at a fast food restaurant, and someone who has already ordered (and eaten) cuts right in front of you, interrupts you in mid-order and asks for ketchup or a refill? It’s as if they assume that, since they’ve already made it to the front of the line, they have free access to the cashier regardless of who comes in behind them. I want to backhand those people. 13 months ago
- Spent 2 years in the Peace Corps in El Salvador.
- Hiked the Appalachian Trail.
- At the conclusion of the AT, bought a bicycle and pedaled back home to Tennessee.
- Accepted a job with the U.S. Forest Service as a Hotshot Crew member, based in Alaska.
- Saved my money, eventually bought a sail boat and spent a year at sea.
- Returned to my hometown; built a small, sustainable home with my own two hands. 15 months ago
On Wednesday, I was offered a job. Actually, I was offered what could very well be my dream job. The pay is a little better, the stress load is somewhat less, it’s an hour from family, it’s in an area I love. There’s a major reservation, though: it’s a grant-funded position, subject to be renewed yearly. As of right now, the job is secure until June 30, 2014. After that, who knows?
The thing is, I don’t hate where I am now, and it’s secure (for the foreseeable future). I’m not really worried about my current job being gone in five years if I stay.
So, I’m torn. When I was offered the job yesterday, I was sure I was going to take it. Last night, I woke up in a cold sweat about 1am, worried about the future. The worry and indecision are taking their toll—I can definitely feel depression slipping in. 19 months ago
Human nature is to believe the worst. If two comments are whispered about someone, the listeners will naturally want to believe the one that paints the subject in the more unflattering light. Innocent until proven guilty is a nice concept, but we don’t embrace it, do we? 2 years ago
I had a thought for what could make a fun series of goals at some point: goals to be completed within a short time frame. For instance, when I find myself with an hour to kill, I could list a goal of “give 3 compliments to strangers within the hour.” Just a random thought to share. 3 years ago