work on a colorful wish list

my cat is my best companion since 1995- always traveled with me in Austria- spent the summers with me in Salzburg (I worked for the salzburg festival for 9 years 2 Months a year) and has always been adapting to our life situation-lived his whole life in a inner city apartment with terrasse (and the possibilty to wander around in other apertments and staircases through the terrasse)- and since last autumn we live in a quiet house with a big garden and lots of room for him.
he is searching for the best spots and seems to be much much happier here!
I love it when I see when he is looking for the last sunrays before the sun goes down-
I can learn a lot from him: he is enjoying the moment always to the max!
I am happy that he is my companion and am thankful for him!
Kasimir- you are just the best cat of all I could imagine!

looks more like a jungle now:
lots of good veggies in it.
had salad and strawberries and cucumbers and,...already-
makes me more than happy!

I love my garden very much!
and everything that grows in it!
I have seen tiny cucumbers today and mini tomatoes!
I am soo happy!

and still the most difficult thing.
it almost scares me:
but the truth is:
everything I wish for is being fulfilled.
like: I wanted to get to know people here in my new village.
so I registered in a single/friendship/online thing.with my fist mail I found a young woman living just around the corner-she is friendly and funny and could get a real friend!
it was so easy-although I thought it would be hard-
as long as I know what I want,..
I would like to reach out for goals that make me tremble in fear and joy-
and reach out for the stars!
I wished I would wish big!

which I would like to share:
sometimes you get what you want
sometimes you get what you need
sometimes you get what you get

mike gayle: My legendary girlfriend

I would like to get a lot of what I want-
and would like to know what that is!

I think: finding out what I want is one of the most difficult things!

I am waiting for rob to come home-
he is working until 7 and will be home around 7 30.
I will cook a nice dinner for us and I prepared a beautiful tree.
Because he is so tired we wont spend a long evening- plus: he must also work tomorrow. hmm.
So I will spend the day tomorrow alone with lots of tv watching and some village walks-
I feel so much at home in our new house- and am very happy.
And will be most happy when rob arrives home to celbrate x mas-

and tomorrow I will work on a new years resolution list colorful and great.

I do believe that once you know waht you want you get it.
and if you are not sure about your wishes,...how can anything be fulfilled- just like not ordering anything and then being sad that no mail arrives,...
so I want to structure my thoughts and focus on my wishes again.