almost seventeen, starting senior year.
theres this thing called COLLEGE, where you decide what your going to do for the rest of your life.
major in this, minor in that.
clarity would be helpful right about now.
People doing this are also doing these things:
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cross roads suck.
should i go to college?
what college should i go to?
what’s my major?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?
wow i just don’t know.
Interestingly this was something I have wanted to be since I was a little kid, something that my mother always told me I would be great at. And in the back of my head I could never forget, even though the road is really long, difficult, expensive, requires a lot of brains that I didn’t think I had and sacrifices that I thought I was not willing to make. But that deep inner voice just wouldn’t shut up. I don’t even think it was something that I wouldn’t let go of, because I really tried. It was truly a calling, one that wouldn’t let go of me.
Sometimes I just wish that I could google myself-and all the things that apply to me would pop up!
i had another account but i had to close it…
*I am 21 and I want to take risks, I feel stuck, I feel lost, and I am so confused… some very nice ppl already gave me advice so thank you ! :)
I seriously don’t know what I want to do.I don’t even want to finish with what I am going to school for.I am just so undecided that it pisses me off.I want to do so many things but I’m scared of not being able to afford anything.Or if it doesn’t work out I don’t like failure.I guess I’ll see what I want to do.
This goal was on the easier side for me but I had my moments where I didn’t have a clue… this takes a lot of soul searching, some sacrificing, and many a hard looks at what you REALLY want and where you REALLY want to go and more importantly who you REALLY want to be… think of people you admire or wish you were more like… what traits do they have… how did they get there…
I feel for all of you with this goal as it is tough. Best of luck and don’t give up – you will figure it out one day!






