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much convinced that this woman should have never had kids. She knows it as well, she says it on the regular basis. She has said it to me since I was very young. Yet, she felt the need to have 2 more. Why? The feeling of utter dissapointment was not enough after me.
I am pretty sure this this woman is bi-polar. I do not think that there is any other explanation. I guess part of me wishes that this was the explantion, otherwise I was birthed by a woman that is utterly incapable of loving her kids. That is a much harder pill to swallow than the former. I have spent all of my life making excuses for her behavior. I have even endured the years that she has lied to me and ON me. I thought that I was just inatley a bad person that made my mother hate me. nope. It’s all her. She has to wear that one.
