One month later...
13 months ago
My new goals are to get a VISA for the USA… and fully commit myself to my photography. I met amazing people who made me realize that’s what i want first and foremost..
How to make a major change in my life
It made me
peaceful 
How I did it: I can't even start telling how I managed to do that, I wasn't looking for the right changes.
Two days ago I broke 20 years of silence, of my silence. I finally talked to my parents to apologize, to thank them and for them to know i'm not that bad, that i just have so much shit going on and I never told them that i was feeling so bad.
It's a new birth... all those fucking material details, or carreer objectives are just nothing.
I found inner peace for the first time in my life. And i'm proud me.
Entries
Let's make a balance
15 months ago
On my first post i wrote that:
3. Think about a major change in my professionnal life, and how to achieve it. Still bad at that one…
4. Work out more! DONE!
5. Finish learning all those geek things (PHP, CSS etc, Illustrator and so on) during Xmas break, So not a priority in my life right now…
6. Have a new job, and QUICK, :(
7. Work my ass off to do what I want to do, not what people/family/friends want me to do or see me doing. Yes working on it ;)
8. Prioritize reading books and writing. Enough with the Internet. I’m less on the Internet than before, i write more, but reading is still an issue…
9. Buy new clothes, lots of new clothes. New hair, new style then! Haha DONE!
As for photography, i start taking myself more seriously and finally bought a SLR camera…
Conclusion: Not such a great evolution, but i did some progress…
I’m gonna add: GET ORGANISED!
Photography
16 months ago
Take myself more seriously regarding photography… i’m actually a good photographer, people say i’m really good. All i need to do is to stop thinking that it’s not a reasonable job to do, what’s reasonable anyway? I might be poorer than now, but i’d definitely HAPPIER.
How things are going
19 months ago
What I’ve done :
1. New Hair
2. Got rid of facebook, on my way to get rid of 50% of my presence in the Internet, starting with my blog which is now becoming a chat for people who have no life and love making comments. It’s sad because I love writing, but having 100 comments a day is making the reverse effect on my desire to continue blogging. How weird…
Now here’s what’s next:
3. Think about a major change in my professionnal life, and how to achieve it.
4. Work out more!
5. Finish learning all those geek things (PHP, CSS etc, Illustrator and so on) during Xmas break,
6. Have a new job, and QUICK,
7. Work my ass off to do what I want to do, not what people/family/friends want me to do or see me doing.
8. Prioritize reading books and writing. Enough with the Internet.
9. Buy new clothes, lots of new clothes. New hair, new style then!
10. And many more…
