live somewhere else

yeah i want to live somewhere else..tired of this city.
Am hunting for jobs in my field.. but not sure which part of the world to go!! lol

this city is so beautiful; my friends are here, i am settled, i feel secure here. it has everything i want…well, almost.

i need to experience a different life. i need to live somewhere else, just to live. a part of this is (admittedly) to expand things on the romance horizon. while i love my friends here, i can’t believe how alone i feel sometimes in that other way. guys just don’t approach me; romance does not occur.

I feel free now
with the exeption of my own insecurities

I hope this works out

but right now the two most feasible are

1) montreal
2) edinburgh

basically the latter i can get a job in, but the former i have places to stay. either way i could probably scrounge for a month and then if it doesn’t work out just come back. but one of these two places for a month has to happen. it just does. i have to find a way.

I am moving !! monday !! (august 11th)

I don’t realy have any sort of savings and I don’t realy have a plan but I can’t do half of my list here/feel like I don’t belong here
so mental health wins over financial security

here is hoping thats how it happens and not some sort of mental health/financial security double TKO

I keep swinging between nervious and exited

I feel very stuck at the moment, and there is so much to see and do.

I want to get out of the city and work somewhere else. this could mean another place in BC, or even Europe…I don’t care. I just want to get there. The city is a big security blanket to me, and even though it’s not a small town, I need a change. I need a change, some new people in my life, new experiences. I want to be on the road, a little free, even if temporarily.

I can’t wait until I get out of debt. I have to find a way to do it sooner, like next summer.

I’m going to look into taking some time from work…

I lived with my foreign exchange partner for a month . . . I don’t know if that really counts as “living somewhere else”, but it was so interesting to see how other people live.

Due to the housing market, we are not able to sell our big house, so our move to the otherside of the state will have to wait, 2, 4 or 6 years. And we are moving back to the larger home and selling the smaller one. Hopefully.

Yuck, I live in the city which was car theft capital of North America for like, 25 years. In my social studies class, we actually have to make a propoganda article on the city we live in, making it sound like it’s actually a good place to live! lol. I want to mooove so bad!

I don’t like it here there has to be somewhere better. I only have one semester left to get an associates, but after that I am gone.