You really inspired me :]
I do believe there’s someone worth to trust
but maybe after I am fully recovered lol
How to be able to trust again
How I did it: its not really like i did anything...i realized that yes i have to watch the things i do but i can't let one person destroy me.. or let that one person make me lose trust in the world...sure there are people who shouldn't be trusted but then there are people who deserve it.
Lessons & tips: be positive and hope for the best and if situations don't seem comfortable get out of it.
Resources: my mom is an inspiration and is very helpful.
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Maryanne I've got soul, but im not a soldier
i know every guy is not a tool, and not every friend is a back stabbing “See You Next Tuesday” but thanks to the majority of guys
that are tools and for backstabbers. it makes it extremely hard to trust.
Maryanne I've got soul, but im not a soldier
I am not saying all men are dogs because I know they’re not but so far luck has not been on my side with meeting guys that just want to fuck, or guys that i just have no interest in.
It is a horrible feeling to be living in a world that you no longer trust. I have always believed that it is your responsibility and right as an individual to take care of yourself. But the reality is, you long for companionship, and the trust of another person. It is easy to get over little things in life, but when you invest a part of your life in another, and are lied to and taken for a fool, it is not so easy getting back on that ride. Trust me takes on many other evils.
i recently just got out of a relationship with someone who was my best friend- and although we weren’t oficially dating, we seemed to be. i invested so much into him that it eventually took everything out of me. i lost a lot i lost myself being so involved in him. Luckily things crashed and burned with us over an ex girl friend of his and finally i used that as my cope-out to finally being through with him. there had been SEVERAL times i should have walked away but i didnt have the strenth to, and now that i finally am done with him, i am so happy. i am starting to get back in touch with my life. but i do fear of trusting a guy again. let alone getting close with anyone. i do have one person who is my best friend and she has been since 4th grade. but even though i am happier without damien i struggle everyday with how i can overcome my lost of trust in people. and my awareness of how close i can really get.
Falling- STaind
You
In your shell
Are you waiting for someone to rescue you
From yourself
Don’t be disappointed when no one comes
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
I already told you that falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don’t believe you can find a way out
You’ve become the problem
Become the problem
You
All alone
Are you waiting for someone to make you whole?
Can’t you see?
Aren’t you tired of this disfunctional routine?
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
I already told you that falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don’t believe you can find a way out
You’ve become the problem
Become the problem
I already told you that falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don’t believe you can find a way out
You’ve become the problem
Become the problem
Falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
And if you believe you can find a way out
Then you’ve solved the problem
You’ve solved your problem.






