Be able to trust again

Eventually I will…. trying to remain optimistic/hopeful that it can happen.

I think this is impossible! :(

It is a horrible feeling to be living in a world that you no longer trust. I have always believed that it is your responsibility and right as an individual to take care of yourself. But the reality is, you long for companionship, and the trust of another person. It is easy to get over little things in life, but when you invest a part of your life in another, and are lied to and taken for a fool, it is not so easy getting back on that ride. Trust me takes on many other evils.

i recently just got out of a relationship with someone who was my best friend- and although we weren’t oficially dating, we seemed to be. i invested so much into him that it eventually took everything out of me. i lost a lot i lost myself being so involved in him. Luckily things crashed and burned with us over an ex girl friend of his and finally i used that as my cope-out to finally being through with him. there had been SEVERAL times i should have walked away but i didnt have the strenth to, and now that i finally am done with him, i am so happy. i am starting to get back in touch with my life. but i do fear of trusting a guy again. let alone getting close with anyone. i do have one person who is my best friend and she has been since 4th grade. but even though i am happier without damien i struggle everyday with how i can overcome my lost of trust in people. and my awareness of how close i can really get.

Falling- STaind

You
In your shell
Are you waiting for someone to rescue you
From yourself
Don’t be disappointed when no one comes

Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it

I already told you that falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don’t believe you can find a way out
You’ve become the problem
Become the problem

You
All alone
Are you waiting for someone to make you whole?
Can’t you see?
Aren’t you tired of this disfunctional routine?

Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it
Don’t blame me you didn’t get it

I already told you that falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don’t believe you can find a way out
You’ve become the problem
Become the problem

I already told you that falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don’t believe you can find a way out
You’ve become the problem
Become the problem

Falling is easy
It’s getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
And if you believe you can find a way out
Then you’ve solved the problem
You’ve solved your problem.