Confessions

Sometimes I question my own behavior, but I don’t want to ever become so satisfied with myself, that I stop doing that completely.

If given the choice between being cynical or being self-righteous, I think I would opt for the latter. Because the self-righteous exposes the mockery, while the cynic continues to mock.

Fellow 43T’ers inspire a lot of what I do on here. Probably more than they realize.

Going back even to my past incarnations on here; some people may have seen my stuff and thought, boy what a prude! And some others might think, Geesh, what a perv!

I’d like to think, I’ve found a happy place somewhere in-between.

And I pride myself on being logical and practical.

But I guess sometimes, I too do things that in the minds of others don’t seem to make sense.

Maybe sometimes we all do non-sensical things, and yet in some way or another we do them for our own peace of mind.

But then again, if I learn something from that, I can call that learning a win.

But still sometimes I would just like to win outright without having to lose first in order to win.

But I could look upon that more optimisticly, and consider the learning that comes from those losses as “come from behind victories.”

That one wasn’t exactly originial. It was based on different variations I’ve heard of that.

I think it could be added- Blessed be the arms, outstretched to embrace other souls, Blessed be the feet to carry you on your journey. And I think different versions have other similar things. Anyway, it’s from Wicca.

Now, I’m thinking before I go off to do some errands, I’ll try to come up with an original one.

Charmaine is in Appleton visiting relatives this weekend. The bad news is I will miss her, the good news I’ll have more time to spend on here, as well as more time to accomplish some other things.

is myself.