prove everyone wrong

all you haters; i WILL prove you wrong.

i can make it.

So I had my meeting with Atlantic today and it was amazing. The first way that I proved everyone (a long list of people..other people in the industry I personally feel I am competing with, family, and more)was actually getting the meeting…The last company I worked with had to pay 500$ per meeting just to get into Atlantic Records. So, just getting into the building and meeting with the SVP of marketing was an accomplishment that none of my ‘rivalries’ could do. I was hoping to get hired on the spot but I think I did as best as possible. She said she was very impressed with me and her and the president were meeting about reconstructing the department and that she would talk to me after taht- also she is going on maternity leave and didnt think it was fair to have someone start with her gone and no one to train them. Sooo I figured considering the cirumstances I should still be proud of myself- Plus the meeting lasted two hours! I ended up preparing three proposals for her and presenting them- which she said no one else had done anything like that so….I am considering it a victory. I am proud of myself and think I deserve to be.

Besides all that..honestly, fuck them. Im in it for myself from now on. I know I can do it and I dont need anyone else to believe in me but myself.
ahmen ; )

mhmmm only hours away from sweet satisfaction.

this better happen soon before I lose my shit or go to prison for murdering them all.

ive always been behind in school and it seems like its becoming too late im in 12 grade and have the credits as a 10 grader.it seems like nobody has no faith in me.im always so worried about what other people are doing wrong and i try and help them out i never look at my situation and take time to help myself and i find myself so behind.i dont know where to start anymore

i found out a few days ago that i got into a college. now this is a huge achivement because no one in my huge family has ever been to a college or university. so i am officially the overacheiver of the family. haha, except im not really an overacheiver.. things are going great at the moment. TWO MONTHS AGO MY MOTHER AND MY AUNTIES WERE GANGING UP ON ME TELLING ME THAT I WOULDN’T EVEN LAST A WEEK WORKING AT MACDONALD’S, LET ALONE GET ANYWHERE IN LIFE AND NOW I’M WORKING A FULL TIME JOB WHICH I WILL SOON LEAVE TO GO TO STUDY JOURNALISM AT A WELL KNOWN COLLEGE! so screw everyone!!! mother fuckers!!! hahahahaha heheheheee oh man oh man oh man they can all go to hell. ok i should calm down.

there is no question that once i set a goal i acheive it, but it can take a while. i didn’t do well in school and i got the result i deserved, which was average. my family expected more, they think i am the smart one and i am. its just that i never had a goal in school so I felt like I was working for nothing. if i had a goal i would have done better. now that i have finished school and i can’t really get into university at the moment because of my marks my family expect me to find a stable job and stay forever. its not the end of the world, im young and i will be successful and prove everyone wrong because i know that no one has faith in me, not even the people who act like it. i dont need anyone to tell me that i am smart and that i can and will be successful one day. so all i need is a plan and hard work.

I was pulled from my boarding school program. I am prediced to fail. I have been emotionally and behaviorally relapsing.

It’s pretty basic, all I want to do is succeed. Is that too much to ask?

I set up a blog to prove my friend wrong about several issues. So far we’ve both posted some diverse view points. No-one has come out on top and best of all we’re still friends, although he did get upset about the Diesel argument for some reason.

I married my husband after knowing him for one month. EVERYONE says i’m crazy and stupid, and the only thing I can say in response is that ‘when you know, you know.’ The past is the past, previous relationships ended for their own reasons, and I’m happy with my husband, no matter what anyone thinks about it.