Tomorrow I am volunteering at my local habitat for humanity and I am so excited! Hopefully everything goes well. The one downside is that I need to wake up at 7 in the morning, oh well that’s life. 18 months ago
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I want to prove everyone wrong for so many reasons. I don’t know how to say this without sounding hateful, but I’ll give it a try.
This goal isn’t simple about losing weight or showing off my body. It did start off that way, however, I evolving it to much more. During my grammar school days I struggled horribly, the fact I was barely learning English and all the kids alright knew it, played a big factor. The fact my parents couldn’t help me just isolated me. However my family, not my mother or father, laughed and made fun of me. Saying to my mother that I was stupid and never going to make something of myself and how their kids were better then me. Please keep in mind I was 6 or 8 years old, a child. Its quite sad when you think about it now, but I’m having the last laugh. My cousins are performing poorly at the community college they attend, if they are still attending.
As I’m writing this I am realizing much how my family teased and ridiculed me. All of this probably led to my low self esteem and insecurities but I’m not completely blaming them. I also have a huge role in the way I view myself and the fact I believed everything they said. I want to prove to everyone that I can be amazing and the first step is going to be looking the part. Even though I’m going to prove they are wrong I’m still in this for me.
The reasons why:
To feel amazing
To feel comfortable in a swimming suit during my trip to California
Lastly to look stunning during my little cousin’s first communion party next year, I want to stun everybody and finally show everybody that I’m the skinny cousin! 18 months ago
“I do because I can, I can because I want to, I want to because you said I couldn’t.” 18 months ago
So far I’ve dropped out of school BUT I have my own place, I pay all of my own bills, I own a car, and I have a full time job which I had been promoted since beginning, I have no children, I volunteer, and I’ve remained in a 3 year relationship with someone who I love, loves me and I love to be around. Next step, cosmetology school, to start my real career. 3 years ago