I suck in social relations, at this level,
mainly due to fear of involving,
from the start the problem is that my brain jumps into panic condition,
whenever it grasps that i may be in a serious relatioship.
Also when i was younger i always tried to keep everyone on a safe distance so i could have time to do other stuff :P a bad bad as usual, as now i lack experience in that area, anyways
i recon the main thing is complicating is a bad idea get as simple as you can,
and if you feel your heart melt throw the brain to the trash and let your heart roll the dice
...
this year alone i got heart broken twice,
but i still think about the first girl i meet this year :o
i really think about her every night
and i think if i see her again i might faint or something :o 5 years ago