find my "lobster"

In 3 weeks I’ve met a wonderful man and I believe he’s the one.

We’ve both made it clear what we want in a relationship.

I feel good about myself around him which is always a good sign.

Both of us have not been with anyone for 3 years, coincidence I think not.

We have already been intimate (don’t hate it’s been 3 years) he assures me this isn’t a one off.

I feel strong enough inside to how ever this works out but this is it. It’s the right time, the right feel. Leave it in Gods hands.

I was thinking today of just being with someone, not so much physically but happy on the idea of being in a relationship.
I couldn’t get the stupid smile of my face :)

My friend told me the other night that she thinks a man we both know likes me. I asked what makes her say that. She said she noticed he talks to me unlike other guys do. I didn’t ask any further question due to my embarrassed blushed face.

I feel good and happy the couple of times he and I have talked.
I remember he made a point to call out my name to say bye the other night when there was a group of us there.

I’m not thinking lobster, in fact not even a view of the ocean. I will leave it in god hands and just enjoy the good feelings for now.

This guy is more of an acquaintance than a friend. We know each other enough to trust that we’d support each other if needed.

We spent alone time together for the first time last weekend. I let him do most of the talking, which i think he likes anyway.

I like how he’s turned his life around to be there for his kids now. I like how he works. He’s a little older than me and in real good physical shape. He tends to flex his arms behind his head often when he talks, which i find pretty hot lol

I love how he always greets me (and other women) with a “Hello darling” in his English accent. He’s big on hugs and kisses on the cheeks. I’m a sucker for touchy feely greetings.

He drives a four wheel drive which I find sexy. He’s a spiritual man which is important to me. He’s had a history of being a lady’s man so my guess is he is probably good with intimacy??

He does have a bunch of kids from different women. At the moment I’m looking to date and have fun, not looking any further than that..yet.

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I thought, am I mad? why am I having crushes on numerous men all the freakn time?

Now I know what it is… it’s not the guys it’s the qualities I like.

I just want to share my life with a mate. If I am so awesome then why am I still alone????

For the most part I don’t even think about meeting or having a partner. I am pretty happy being on my own. I like the freedom of doing my own thing without having to check in as such.

I do want to find the man of my dreams someday. Before 2010 I’m aiming for.