meet a fairy

Oh to meet a faery! Or to even just find my faery stone. I feel so lonesome and lost. People are just awful, irrational, bitter, angry, and hateful. I just want to be in a world that fits my ideals and, unlike this one, doesn’t make me feel worthless and stupid.

Yes, to meet another one. I’m a fairy, talking right now, here. I feel so lonely being the only one in my school. I wish there were someone, or somebody out there, who were just like me.

I’ve kinda stopped obsessing over fairies.. but I still believe in them… a bit. I believe in vampires more…...... ^ _ ^

i would love to meet a fairy and once a butterfly flew into my face but when i looked at it. it looked like a tiny little girl with butterfly wings on her back.

I found an old spell in my spellbook and decided to try it out. It was a spell to be able to see faries. Apperently, fairies are everywhere! But humans (or witches) can’t see them because they are shielded in glamour (which is a shiny sheild protecting them from being seen). The spell is Fairy Ointment…which is very hard to make. Once I did, I applied it to my eyes (which stung like the bad place beside heaven) and I saw a fairy. Her name was Thorn Hailifer. She was so pretty…and she knew other fairies! So I asked her if she knew Aquajewel, the girl who is “half mermaid-half fairy”. Haha. Thorn knows every Selkie there is, and she told me that there is no Selkie that blessed a mermaid, or Aquajewel. I KNEW IT! Aquajewel is not a mermaid, or a fairy. She’s just a says bad word under breath

cute

that is cool let me know when you meet one! : )

This goal is frustrating because certain fairies are in certain places and house fairies like cleanliness. And my house is a mess. Too bad. I guess I will have to ignore this goal for a while and start cleaning. I’ve realized I have to clean my house more than anything else since most of my goals won’t get done in time unless the house is clean. Sigh.

I have this book that tells you how to see faeries. I am still not having any luck. Maybe my mom could help me out. She believes in them, too. I think my sister does….But she’s kind of scared of them, too. I dunno! The book says that the more relaxed you are the easier it will be to see them. I have difficulty trying to relax. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Most people seem to relax right away. But it takes me forever to try and relax. Whatever. I’ve tried more than once to contact a faerie. It just isn’t working out. I think I am not relaxed enough. Maybe I’m impatient. I really want to contact a flower faerie. That would be cool. I don’t really care what kind of faerie I meet. As long as I meet one I am fine. I really want to meet a faerie because..I dunno! I want to be able to see them and be more connected with nature if you know what I mean. That’s all. I really like nature. Whatever.

And now I’m going to do every I can to bring Fairies back into my life
what about you? :)
i miss them a lot