find true love

woweeeee! M and i had the best time last night! we were in the pub for hours and chatted and chatted and chatted. till we couldnt believe the time and they were trying to get rid of the last people in the pub. we left when the pub closed! and poor M had work the next morning, but he didnt realise the time either, but he didnt care cos he was enjoying my company too much. neither of us wanted to leave. and he stole a quick kiss in the car when i said goodbye. it wasnt a french kiss tho (but we had only just met that night, so wasnt expecting it – we were a bit nervous!) and the whole night we would steal glances at each other when we thought the other wasnt looking. we were both smiling alot, likeing what we saw! i really like his company and his pressence. hes a tall big stocky guy and soooo cuddly and huggable.

we’re both smitten with each other! wooohooo! he is soooo complimentary and we jsut hit it off. and he asked me to go to dinner and a movie tommorow eve, and thats what we are doing. we text each other back and forth each night even before we met for the last 2 weeks. and i just knew right from the start, i liked him and we got on from the texts but last night was the icing on the cake, we met and really hit it off.

he told me he had a not to busy friday today, but that he was really happy all day, cos of last night. and that it was the best date he had been on in a long time!

i feel like a teenager again. its so nice. its been a while since i felt like this for anyone espcecially from an online date. and i am fussy. if he wasnt my type/ i didnt like him or wasnt enjoying myself i would have said i was tired or something and left early. (ive had to do that before)

all my gut instict and intuition was spot on. i knew i liked him before i met and we jsut hit it off. it feels like he is my match.

cant wait for tommorow. judging by our convos, i think i may have a boyfriend soon, but nothing is confirmed. but we flirt like crazy and talk about things we wanna do together in future. couply things.

really happy. hes lovely, cute, sexy and so my type. im really in love and it feels lovely! feeling shouting it from the rooftops! IM IN LOVE! IM IN LOVE! IM IN LOVE!

GOSH WHAT AM I LIKE! BUT I DONT CARE… IM IN LOVE!

seeing M tonight. Cant wait! it should be fun.

i really like him.

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i think im in love…

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oh M… ur lovely :)

M…

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may have to disregard my last entry… erm…

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I am so “not well” I totally like this guy (a bit of a weird situation but nonetheless I do) he has the sweetest personality ever and I really like the way he does things.. but I am so shy it’s driving me nuts… well I think rejection has to do a lot with it but being shy first… I don’t know what my problem is… I’d like to just tell him that I love his voice and find it so soothing… how I like his mannerisms, so humble how I like his laugh it’s cute very dorky but cute… I like that he’s active and proactive… I don’t think I’ll ever get to this point though… Lord help me to not be shy… I just want him to know, even if nothing comes about… his Mother definitely did a great job raising him… His looks yeah super cute but it’s more than that…

as i want a new man/bf in my life right now, i know right now is not the right time for me to be getting in a relationship with anyone.

and im making that a choice, its not cos i dont have a choice. all the men in my life currently are just friends and thats good enough for me cos i do like male company and my male friendships.

i think till the rest of this year is finished, i need to focus completely on work/career stuff and my lifestyle.

in 2010, i will start the attempt at finding a potential mate again