i hate it!
2 years ago
i have to play in front of the band tomorrow.
i dont really know my music that well.
i think i might be put in second band, but oh well.
the fact that we have to play in front of everyone actually makes it a little less scary.
if only it was like that when there was an audience, unlike last time when i just didnt play at all.
that was terrible, and i dont want it to happen again.
i need more confidence in my playing.
its really weird, because im a very confident player all the time besides when im on stage.
idk, i just freeze up really badly. :/
